I just want

Someone decent, who will always be there for me and doesnt just wanna fuck me. Or maybe someone that can look pass my looks and to who i really am. I'm tired of boys just always using me. Apparently, its hitting me NOW. I see couples around all happy and shit & who's lasted a year or two together. Shit man i want that ! It's quite hard to find someone decent. I dont care if you have cash or not. I dont want anything but the love your willing to give me. I have my own cash to pay for my shit. & i can say it out loud and proudly that i bought it myself. Who cares if your boyfriend buys you shit. I like buying my own stuff. & maybe someone that can follow me or guide me to the right directions to where i set my goal. If your like that booooy, please do introduce yourself to me. I'm not desprate ! I'm not rushing anyone to come up to me and just start talking to me. Love isn't an easy just to say, show, use, see, and find. "True Love Waits" so in that case. I am waiting. I have a whole bunch of years ahead of me. & the past few years i've found boys that are just plain stupid and wasn't worth my time. Every relationship ive been in i'd been lie to, cheated on, and played. I'm really done with those little games. How you just keep me on the rope and your on the other with someone else. "First time shame on you. Second time, shame on me" .