I feel as

If i just need to leave and go far away. I'm really tired of different stories and tears here and there and not being able to sleep at night. Literally I'm tired of everything. I could most def beat that 3 year record i really can just if you're honest and be committed to JUST me. & no one else. Just you and i that's all. No one said it'd be easy so idk why your giving up so early. I gave you your chance, my trust, my love, everything. But since all this bullshit happened you best believe you lost me in general. I even fucking cried in front of your brother and friends. I'm not ready to have pimples on my face. That's a no. &My mind is about to explode from alla this. So, I'm done with boys til i feel that I'm ready to get back on my feet.