Today really wasn't a good day. I had my hair up in a sex bun and my bangs twisted to the side. Which i never do. When do i ever have my bangs up?! N E V E R. & i couldn't stop crying all day. I had to hide and calm myself down which is abnormal and what made it worse was when people asked me " where's your boothang " it was like another slap in the face. Heeeeh. Then when i was talking to Ynez about things i broke down.. i couldn't say anything back so i stormed off. & Apparently, A LOT of people saw what happened and i endedup having 3957349573947534 texts asking if i was okay. Ha, no im not actually. I could write a whole book on how love sucks. It's stupid i hate it when people tell someone else they love them when they don't know what love is plus it's a strong word so use it wisely. You find can't love in a store. & it doesn't come in a package with happiness and what not. Find it in your mf self. Cos' what if you loose that person your just gonna go straight to that depress stage. At least have a bit happiness in yourself. If you can't find happiness go buy dove chocolate with messages in them. I'm pretty sure those will help. Cause it always does for me.