& So they were right once again.

I am better off alone. The more i try to get into a relationship the more it never works. I just start to breakout and that's when i know i need to stop. Ever since i stopped talking to this one guy i started to give up and everything and just focused on making money and trying to be successful. But then i met a new guy. He was most def everything i want in a boy. But too fast for me. I don't wanna speed on anything cos i went through many experiences going fast. Nothing lasts. Yeah and now I'm here venting. Ew okay I'm gonna stop sounding so depressing. But anyways i forgot about this whole blogspot shit til i looked at my bookmarked toolbar. I've found about 5 jobs but I'm still deciding if i want to apply. Cos i think my parents still need me to help out at their place. Plus i get paid pretty good there. But its just that i don't like standing at the cashier saying the same shit and smile when i don't want to. Like today this old fat man fucking bought HELLLA food that was worth 10 bucks and he was like " are you sure you calculated right? " and i checked for him and showed him it and he kept saying " mmm i dont think that seems right.. " and i wanted to slap the shit outta him like really. I fucking put your weight on the weigher shit to SHOW YOU how much food you got and you still don't believe me then my mom had to come and do it and i was STILL right. Stupid fat old man. That guy most def ruined my day there and he was the FIRST guy i helped. Ugh. And people kept calling me and texting me which made me want to step on my phone. UGH. & I need to buy new foundation since i got a tan and i got darker. -__-