Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Irritation

As for now are my parents. All they know what to do is tell other parents how to be nice and what not to their kid and they have to communicate with them etc. Ha, i dont see them doing it to me. I really hate my parents i could say this in their face and they'll say it back to me. I told them that i found new adoptive parents and they said " Is it expenive? " WTF. WOOOOW.. Plus my dad just told me that i need more makeup and my mom was right, im ugly without makeup. I really dont know why im helping them with their business. I could find my own job and get paid the same and GET the respect i should have. & i fucking HATE working with my mom. She comes over to me and bitch at me cause i wasn't smiling when i was getting the change. WTF -__- i aint no doll. Shit. Then this old old old lady was trying to get her cash out and my mom couldnt even be patient and respect the lady's slowness and she started to help another customer and calculating her stuff and was like your total is blahblah and the old lady looked at my mom and wanted to say something. OMFG. That threw me off. I hate how my mom doesnt know how to be patient with people + she makes me talk to everyone. & When i told her that she should be talking not me. The customer asked for the boss/manager how the hell are you gonna ask me? All i know is how to is weigh the food, tell them the total and give change. Dumb bitch. UGH. Then my dad complains how short i am. Its not my fault you fucked mom and i came out like this. If you hate me soo much and regret having maybe you shouldn't even fucked that night since i was an ACCIDENT. Shit, and they always tell me that im a disgrace to the family. You guys didnt even graduate highschool. I have better grades the my siblings and youre telling me im a disgrace? & you guys ask me why i dont like you guys. Sigh* I'm soo tired of them. They even think i take naked pictures of myself and have sex. ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Omg.. and apparently my dad doesn't know what grade, my birthday and school i go to. He thinks im in 7th grade attending to Bohannon and my birthday he has no clue. When he picks me up at a highschool. I should just ignore them like what i did for 3 weeks with my mom. God you led me into the wrong family..