Happy Birthday to Myself.

I could tell you this that I'm not having a good day. Most likely the worst birthdays i ever had. Just because of some drama that really did bring me down. I appreciated everything i received today. The phone calls, texts, videos, singing, messages, comments, and the gifts. I think the best part of today was talking to my auntie on the phone. I feel like she's the only one out there in the family that understands me the most. And the thing is.. i look exactly like her! Ha, but anyways she called me at 10 something asking me what did i want for my birthday and she heard a guy gave me a Hello Kitty necklace. -__- my sister has a big mouth and she was the only one i told cause she came right after i got that gift. But we talked on the phone for a while, she asked me who gave it to me and alla that then we talked about him and right off the back she knew something was wrong. I love my auntie so much. Out of my whole entire family including my dad's side of the family I'm willing to risk my life for my mom's side of the family. My sister, my 3 fav cousins Jack, Kathleen & Eric, auntie + her kids, and my loving grandmother. That's about it. Why? Because i can tell them anything good or bad they still have my back to teach me from wrong to right. I love them with all my heart. Hands down about that. They can always tell something is wrong with me. & maybe i should start to text my auntie about my problems... & i really love how she was like this to my sister. Always being there for her and texting her and asking if anything new happened in her life. Then it was my cousin and now its me (: Keke but at the end of the phone call she wanted me to babysit her kids and i get to take them out to the movies and whatever i wanna do. They may be the biggest brats in the world but i love them soo much(: I don't know why but i want to be a single mother.