Stupid Birthday.

On twitter i lied. My family didnt really sing me happy birthday. They took out the cake and my baby cousin came and everyone went to him.. So, i sang it to myself. & blew the cake alone and no wishes. Cut it, put it next to my grandpa's picture, kissed the picture and cut more and gave people cake. Received money and thats it.

Im not even doing anything for my birthday tomorrow. My parents doesnt want to do anything cause they dont want to waste money on stupid things. I suppose im stupid and a waste to them? Sigh* I have the worst family. My dad doesnt know me. He tells his friends that im 13 and im in 8th grade when he picks me up from a highschool everyday and he couldnt remember my bday. My mom she doesnt not give a shit abut me. I was hella sick once she didnt even want to take me to the doctor. Turns out my kidney has problems. My brother had a swollen eye she rushed him into the hospital. My sister is the biggest bitch to me. Shes mean and nice. Never know wsup with her. Brother... he doesnt know my age and how to spell my name. Me, i have to deal with my parent forgetting my bday and the bullshit they put me through, plus my sister's big meanie self. Brother... i dont give a fuck about him. & You guys ask me why i hate my family soo much, this is why and this isnt just all of it. If you went to middle school with me, i used to go to school with bruises everywhere. Got kicked out many of times. Ive been through horror. Metal sticks were my dad's bestfriend and my worst enemy. The things middle child go through. The eldest child is the bad one so you have to put attention on them so they can get out of trouble. Youngest is the baby one, they put more effort on loving them cause theyre the baby of the family. Middle child, is just the middle child. Can someone just come over tomorrow and give me flowers, balloons and a tiny cake? ): That's all i ask for.