Too Much

To handle all at once. First i have family problems. I now can not call me momma mom. Why? Because i stayed at school too late so she made me walk home. Well.. Not really Kevin came to the rescue. Then i have to deal with two guys i most def do not like in my class. No scratch that 4. -__- Fucking hate my 3rd, 4th and 6th period. 3rd is the gayest shit in the world and my teacher is just mentally weird. He make things worse and stupid. Plus he's a perv. 4th i. fucking. hate. Ms. Kerubo. She so hard head. She gives me headaches ): & 6th these two guys in my class are soo annoying they sit right in front of me and what they do is be immature freshmen. All the do is mess with each other and steal each others stuff and make them suffer to get it back. So fucking annoying i just wanna slap them and yell at them to straighten up their minds. We're in fucking high school can you at least at like an adult?! & they stay IMing me on AIM and cant even talk to me in person. All they do is look at me. The fuck. If you can't talk to me in person. Please don't even try on AIM. Cause I WILL exit the IM and ignore you. Yes, i know I'm harsh. I rather have you stand up and talk to me in person. I'm not a monster. I'm Human, i do not bite. & finally love.. The only thing i wish i had. I guess i don't need a boyfriend i mean I'm fine being a single girl. It's just that i wish i had a guy i can run up to and just lie my head onto their shoulder or just hug their arms too. But i already do that to friends so.. its whatever. But I still want one. Yet, idk who yet. I want someone who is just decent. Someone who will not irritate me like the other and if my friends approve. Most def Bryan Dejano first. He knows when that guy is right for me or not. Like what Moulin Rouge said "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is, to love and be loved in return." It's true. You most def can't buy love in some random store or it comes and a packet. No. It doesn't work like that and it also doesn't work by just saying. When you say it and don't even mean it. You're just abusing the use of it. I've been through the tough road of the so called "love" I know enough to know when you are cheating and lying to me. I've also experience too many things that i shouldn't have been at this age. & all this runs up to me loosing myself. I really don't know who this Yvonne girl is.