Crazy bitch on the loose.

I'm fucking tired of everything, literally. I'm getting pissed and irritated by everything. I literally want to stop talking to every guy thats in my way from being happy. I dont need that bullshit all over again. Im fucking fine alone. Toldya twice you kept coming at me toldya a few more times you got worse, toldya 3534098593 more times. & You finnally let go. Its not that hard to give me space is it? Today is most def not my day, I tried to make pasta for my family. But i kept fucking up so.. they called me stupid and how i wont be a great wife and mother. Ha, i just love how they dont even appreciate how i TRIED to make dinner for them. My parents wont know how much they need me, once i leave. Shit i do all the chores in here. I wash my parents dishes when they have their own hands. Its more like I'M they're mother. Plus they're immature. Its cool i suppose. Anyways. Im super stressing out even more now. I have to work maybe full time now cause my parents wants to open another deli, not having sleep and having to wakeup early to work, cousin's wedding, and etc. Summer is hella not the best and summer love can go suck a dick. I dont know anymore. I dont even know who i am now.. Or maybe all this is happening cause my period just came..